Decisions

 Another day past,

You knew it wouldn't last,

What did you do with it?

Sun coming up tomorrow,

Will it be joy or sorrow,

What will you do with it?

Battles and struggles a coming,

Victories and defeats, the summing,

What will you do with it?

Love and hate residing,

Agreement and debate colliding,

What will you do with it?

Decisions that take a second to make 

May have an eternity of consequences.

Remember that tomorrow is based on today's choices.

Have a great day and make decisions to make tomorrow better.

Love 

J&E in Tn

Another Miracle

 ANOTHER MIRACLE:

If we are not sensitive to the Holy Spirit during our prayer time we could miss His guidance in our prayer time. Most of the time we pray what’s on our hearts and minds, and that’s good but we should not be so adherent to our hearts and minds as to forget He “who prays with groans and utterances that cannot be spoken” for us. We should “pray with our conscience and we should pray with our spirit”. Our spirit is the prayer that we want to offer because that’s where the Holy Spirit excels with the supernatural answers and miracles to us ward.  

Kinda works like this: your having a conversation with God, (many times just a monologue as God isn’t allowed to comment through ignorance), telling Him what all you need to tell or ask HIm. All the while the Holy Spirit is off to the side praying what really need to be prayed. You sort of hear Him but your not sure and don’t want to be distracted because no one has ever explained it to you. Needless to say, (admit it or not), its in Scripture where all Spirit led instructions are gleaned from but the catch is that you have to “read” them in order to “know” them.

Ok then now about the miracle that happened to me just after breakfast this morning:

It started several weeks ago in prayer. As you would so would I; I was going through my prayers but keen to the Spirit of God so that we could have a “monologue” if I was invited to do so. I was and this is the result of “praying in the, with the, Holy Spirit as the Spirit gave utterance.

He showed me to start praying for something that’s really important. Something I never even thought of until now: and that was “praying that each and everyone of you would receive your own non arguable personal miracle of your own, so that you would be forever convinced that God has proven His presence and Love, and your value to Him in such a way that you cannot shake it.” Yes a miracle so powerful that religious training, church doctrine or teaching could not make you see otherwise! After 40 years of being born again this is the first time this was made known to me.

Why?

Revelations 12:11

“And they have conquered him (the devil) by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony,”

Many people have never seen the power of what they have been told about in Jesus Christ manifest in their own life, so they helplessly follow a “religion” hoping for it to be true but never sure or fully convinced. Well when you delve into this receiving of miracles personally through prayer in Jesus name all of a sudden a “Light goes on in your soul” and you can see clearly now. 

Now the actual miracle that happened this morning:

I made and ate breakfast with Elise the usual time. Slightly thereafter a grave 

Illness started to manifest its self in my body (His temple). I knew that this was significant because of the way it came upon me and how out of sorts I felt. 

Body sweats, cloudy ness of thought, very sharp pains in my torso, weakness over all my body, an awareness of something unnatural trying to take over, and shortness of breath. I walked around praying and claiming the will of God for healing as my body is the “temple of the Living God” but I just got worse. Almost toe the point of passing out. So the first thought that came to mind was to text my son (son in law but I Love him like a son) Kristian and petition him for prayer. Absolutely was his answer. Right after that I fell into a deep sleep. I woke up several hours later completely healed, feeling good as gold. Reading these few words might not seem like much to you as to call it a miracle but I went from a “shut down” sickness to a complete healing in 2 hours. Praise God for His Love and mercy shown to His people.

This is the kind of power I pray would become evident in your own lives so that you might “know beyond a shadow of doubt” that you are His and He, the God of creation cares about you so much so as to “manifest” His (very real) glory in your life.

“Pray without ceasing for this is the will of God concerning you in Christ Jesus.”

Love 

Jerry and Elise

Today: Moving of the Holy Spirit

 God be praised continually as He reveals His Holy Spirit to man advancing His revelation to His people! Several days ago the Holy Spirit reminded me about “singing in the Holy Spirit” during our intimate times of worship. ! Corinthians 14:15 “What is it then? I will pray with the Spirit, and I will pray with the understanding also: I will sing with the Spirit, and I will sing with the understanding also.” Ephesians 5:9 “Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord.” 

I have seldom thought about this in the last 35 yrs until now. My prayers of late (the last 2 days) has been to reincorporate that practice into my worship time. I talked to Elise about it and how that the only church we ever experienced that was at the Brighten Body of Christ back in the 80’s (no more around). Since then we have never witnessed that again anywhere. 

So up to date: this morning I was talking to Elise about that during breakfast when a text came in from our daughter who participates with different worship writers across the country. It was a posting of the recent meeting for a time of spontaneous worship using the Psalms as their words to sing. It was Psalm 91 that morning. They committed the time to the Lord and invited the Holy Spirit to take the lead. He did and a beautiful worship broke loose for 12 minutes. In the end God confirmed the practice of singing in the Spirit when at the end one worshiper started singing in the Spirit for several minutes. His tune, His melody, His Words! It was inspiring. Singing in the Spirit was reminded  me by Him, then to make double sure that I received the message He had my daughter send me this text with worship music to show me that it’s still a gift and functioning to those who “seek”.

I present this to you this day to remind you all to seek every precious gift and satisfy every precious command so that your revelation and experience of Christ will dwell in you richly and bring forth His glory.

Love: Jerry and Elise

What should a “Biblical” worship service contain?

 When “Believers” get together corporately we call that a “service.” What happens in a service is only what happens in an individual’s life at home during the week. Nothing will be manifested “corporately” what isn’t manifested at home individually. 

Assuming that, we might ask ourselves “are we experiencing Biblical promises at home and at church. Here’s a check list:

1.  Jesus is Savior and Lord.

2.  The Holy Spirit is present.

3.  Praise and worship is natural in expression.

4.  Unconditional Love abounds.

5.  Promises and gifts are manifested because Jesus promised and the Holy         

     Spirit brings them forth.

6.  There should be Prophesy.

7.  There could be Tongues with interpretation or just the worship therein.

8.  Healings would be commonplace.

9.  Raising the dead (both physical and spiritual), as needed.

10. Miraculous signs and wonders.

11.  Passionate, fervent prayer, with known results.

12. Receiving communion regularly.

13. Sharing of personal testimonies.

14. Encouraging one another in the faith.

15. Even discipline over heresies when they occur.

16. Sound preaching straight from the Word, no fabrications.

Such are just a few of the list that should be experienced “regularly” at the corporate service. If they are not there consistently then action needs be taken. Having a couple of the above with excuse for the lack of the rest doesn’t cut it. Every precious promise should be on the church agenda all the time as the Holy Spirit distributes them. These “incidents” are what makes us different from “other” faiths. You have no right to say that we are True if Truth isn’t manifested “according to the Word” in our lives. God will operate according to His Word and doesn’t need your guidelines or acceptance to limit Him. 

Step 1. Make sure that your individual life is being fulfilled according to Scripture not your preferences, no excuses! Step 2. Make sure your corporate gatherings follow the same pattern. Step 3. Unconditionally Love one another so that your prayers will be answered and God will be glorified!

Love

Jerrold and Elise 

Blessed above and beyond: 1 Timothy 6: 6-10

 1 Timothy 6:6-10

6. But godliness with contentment is great gain. 

7. For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. 

8. And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. 

9. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition. 

10. For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.

Sometimes we forget this.

“Food and raiment” is enough to be “content” with. A good measure of the world today is without either!

Example:

Water: to our taps, showers, washers, spigots, dishwashers, in fact anywhere you want water most places in the USA its available. Our potted plants get more water then much of the world does for a week, and we don’t have to walk 5 miles to get it to carry it back for a family of 5 or more. Let alone bathing.

Food: we have so much food here in America that only he poorest do without. In fact those who have throw away more food every day then could be used by the needy (here) so none would go hungry.

Electricity: you can just about “plug in” anywhere. Not just availability but consistent availability.

Health care products: Soaps, tooth paste, health care products, over the counter aids, glasses, almost everything’s you can imagine.

Fuel: not just for vehicles but for airplanes, homes, and BBQ’s Ect.

Travel: all types, anywhere!

Money: we are the wealthiest nation (for now) in the world. Some would say “not me” but Truth be know, your here so you made it this far so “be content, grateful.” Tomorrow is on it’s way and God can open up the doors of heaven and pour out a blessing that you can’t contain. We have personal testimony for that one. Explained later if needed.

The list goes on and on!

We (you implied also) are blessed above and beyond measure and beyond what we can think or imagine.

Did you note that He didn’t promise: houses, boats, snowmobiles, dirt bikes, 4-wheelers, transportation, air conditioners, and other “extra’s” that we readily indulge in. Why is that? Because they are not needed for life and Godliness. It doesn’t mean they are bad just that “with food and raiment THERE WITH BE CONTENT.”

With all your “trappings” are you content? If yes great! If not then “with food and raiment there with be content.” Go back to being grateful with the basics promised.  

During every meal I can’t help to say “this is incredible”. To eat so well such a fine repast. Think about it.

When I get into the shower I thank God for hot water, not just there but at every tap in the house hot water can be had. Think about it.

This is a small foot note to remind us of how blessed we are in this country.

More on this later.

Think about it.

Love

Jerry and Elise

 Another unprecedented turn of events yesterday that we have just come to recognize as miracles.

A little background: When the tumor was taken from Elise's head (both times)it left a cavern where it used to be for the brain to have to "settle" back into. This last time it was approx 55mm across from the artery that feeds the brain to the top of the scull, pushing the brain lobes apart and causing loss of recognition of vertical alignment. This caused her to lean right at the hips quite a bit and also lean forward. The brain just couldn't accurately assess what was straight up and down and side to side. This made walking difficult and sitting straight almost impossible. With that in mind the unnatural strain on the bones and muscle systems to be in these positions caused a lot of pain. In fact the loss of balance was what caused us to realize something was wrong and found the first tumor. Most of her PT was to get her brain to "come back" to center so she could straighten up vertical and walk without aid personal or mechanical. At one point that she was "crooked" and adjust to the new standard. So as the brain lobes "fell" into place to fill the cavity the it had to create new signals to the muscles to make the adjustments that was needed for her to correct her posture. This sounds simple but it had to be done by her brain every time she traversed each new walking platform, eg; flat floors, inclines, uneven floors, lawn, uneven lawn, any change of degree on which she stood. After her balance came back for each of those efforts the next was the "non solid" adjustments such as the pool where your feet couldn't "hold" you in position. The first time she tried floating on a couple of noodles she had no control over balancing on them, her legs floating up and tipping her over. Strength was lacking in her core along with her arms, back, legs ect. which would help alleviate some of the issue especially the one of if she tipped over getting back up and out of a dangerous situation. So the first time of getting in the pool, (that thing she loves to do the most), we ended up just scooting along the side with me helping her stay safe. Yesterday we went in the pool using innertube type floats that she could get inside so she could float around more on her own. I stilled stayed with her and she had the same problem of her legs floating up. After about an hour in the water she said to me "do you notice that my legs aren't floating up?" I said "can you lift them and make them go down again and stay?" So she tried it and could. This was another miracle for us "balance in the water." To say the least she was blessed, thankful, and excited. Not only that but she walked up the pool steps (me behind her of course for safety), and stepped over the float out of it keeping her balance onto the pool deck. What a great, immediate change. We thanked God for such a profound improvement. God is manifesting His glory in our family and amongst our friends even to the medical community involved. I will speak the praises of our God and give Him all the glory. He has divinely intervened in our lives and proven Himself of His majesty and power over all peoples and creation. We are thankful to have "met" Him in person and have experienced His Unconditional Love in every way imaginable and unimaginable! His mercy's endure forever. Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be opened unto you!" If you could only perceive the Love that God has for all of you, what the will of His good pleasure that He works toward you is, your faith would come alive and experience the "Living Savior, Christ our Lord". God bless and keep opening your eyes of your understanding to the "Goodness of God." Love Jerry and Elise alleviate some of the issue especially the one of if she tipped over getting back up and out of a dangerous situation. So the first time of getting in the pool, (that thing she loves to do the most), we ended up just scooting along the side with me helping her stay safe. Yesterday we went in the pool using innertube type floats that she could get inside so she could float around more on her own. I stilled stayed with her and she had the same problem of her legs floating up. After about an hour in the water she said to me "do you notice that my legs aren't floating up?" I said "can you lift them and make them go down again and stay?" So she tried it and could. This was another miracle for us "balance in the water." To say the least she was blessed, thankful, and excited. Not only that but she walked up the pool steps (me behind her of course for safety), and stepped over the float out of it keeping her balance onto the pool deck. What a great, immediate change. We thanked God for such a profound improvement. God is manifesting His glory in our family and amongst our friends even to the medical community involved. I will speak the praises of our God and give Him all the glory. He has divinely intervened in our lives and proven Himself of His majesty and power over all peoples and creation. We are thankful to have "met" Him in person and have experienced His Unconditional Love in every way imaginable and unimaginable! His mercy's endure forever. Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be opened unto you!" If you could only perceive the Love that God has for all of you, what the will of His good pleasure that He works toward you is, your faith would come alive and experience the "Living Savior, Christ our Lord". God bless and keep, opening your eyes of your understanding to the "Goodness of God."

Love

Jerry and Elise

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God, Elise, a second brain tumor and more miracles

 What's been happening the last couple of months at the Luray, Tn. Cavasin's house?

Nothing as we haven't been here instead we have been at the Mayo Clinic and Kristian's and Sarah's house following the second "resection" of the brain tumor that had aggressively returned.

I feel at sorts to recount what happened but it's been since Sunday that we returned and the craziness of restructuring life has kept us a little a-skewed. So right now I am pushing myself to elaborate on the past happenstance as much as strength of both spirit and body allow. That being said I will begin.

Elise's symptoms that seemed to be at bay through prayer and fasting by both Children, Family, and participating Friends came back with a vengeance and we rescheduled a date for the operation. Yes the second one. At the Mayo on 3-29 getting ready for the MRI so that the operation could be done on 4-1.

The same Doctor Meyers was to do this operation also. Looking at the latest MRI he was very concerned at the size that the tumor had grown in such a little time and had no encouraging comments to say except that "I'll do my best." Last time he was very positive with percentile recuperation percentages and probability of 100% recovery over time. All his predictions came to pass (last time) miraculously and within 50 days we were home with Elise well on her way to normal. Strength was the only thing lacking to "making it happen", normal that is.

This time not so. The first words we heard from Doctor Meyers was "all I can say is I'll do my best, no promises." He predicted that the operation would take 10+ hours with no promises. Sarah and I sat in the waiting room for the update texts, and at 3.5 hours we get one that they are "closing her up." What!!!!! 7 hours supposed to be left and they are closing now????? Several hours later we were put in the consultation room for the overview, (Sarah can polish up the mistakes if I have made some.) Backing up a bit before she went into the operation room we laid hands Elise and prayed that God would make the tumor "slough off" the brain. We were praying in the spirit and that's what came out. I thought it quiet strange but that's what it was.

Back to the room!

The door was ajar and Sarah could see out into the hallway and I couldn't. She looked out the door and making a puzzling look she exclaimed that she thought she saw Dr. Meyers "skipping" in the hallway. Yes skipping!

He came in with a look of surprise and Sarah had to get the conversation going by sayiing "what happened?" Why did a 10+ hour operation end in 3.5 hours? He began to explain how that he had never seen an operation go that way in his careers. He said that the tumor "was very soft" and he was able to get it all 100% even the part that was left from the last operation. Memory bands were clean and recovery will be complete over time. First answer to prayer (yours and ours) and first miracle.

Before it took 5+ days for her to be able to communicate but this time 2 days out of Neuro ICU she had one slurred word and then full sentences softly but clearly. Second Miracle.

Entered into there're acute rehab within a few days, third miracle, then out of that in about 21 days. Fourth miracle.

Small seizure 14 days after surgery with another miracle recovery following it.

Released 4-28, home on Sunday 5-2 to Sarah's for R+R 2 wks then home to Tn. 5-15 last Sunday. Another miracle. Since then setting up appointments and getting settled back in. On Friday 5-7 God gave me a "Word/vision" that Elise would start walking without the walker by Saturday next week. Another miracle she was. $130 new walker with low miles for sale! She started Therapy's last Monday and was already performing beyond expectation.

Prayer is still needed en-masse for the pain in her side (not me), and that the monitoring of the tumor cavity does not allow the tumor to start coming back. Next miracle to come.

Life is good when God/Jesus/Holy Spirit is your Father/Savior, Brother/Counselor, Comforter in the most intimate form by Faith, prayer, and Love of all three.

All who have participated you have witnessed an incredible miracle through your participation in prayers and Love. This is her second deep brain operation, second! Recovery is taking place at a miraculous rate and to all that have witnessed this an undeniable proof that God is the miracle working God of today as of yesterday.

Sarah chime in when you want as I cannot remember everything.

Now we are somewhat caught up.

Thanks you all again.

Love

Jerry and Elise

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Prayer

 Nothing hones your prayers like personal tragedies. They teach us how to actually "cry out to God" in a way that we may never otherwise experience.

Sometimes we will weep before the Lord as prayer.

Sometimes we will pray with all emotional fervency.

Sometimes we are so distraught that words elude us and we implead the Holy Spirit to "make intersession" for us with groans and utterances that cannot be uttered.

Romans 8:26

Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.

Then there is also praying in "tongues".

All the above are great and important practices and experiences, but I would add to them "praying God's Word back to Him", as there is already a perfect fit for every situation we can experience that needs prayer thereby needing reciting.

My daughter Sarah sent me such an example this morning unknown to her, (but known by the Holy Spirit and shown to her), for my exhortation and expression in prayer to my Heavenly Father. So I "took to the couch on my knees" and with great passion repeated it to the "One who stands in the gap for me", Jesus!

Here it is, you might want to keep is available "just in case":

Psalms 143:1-12

Hear my prayer, O Lord, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness.

2 And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified.

3 For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead.

4 Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate.

5 I remember the days of old; I meditate on all thy works; I muse on the work of thy hands.

6 I stretch forth my hands unto thee: my soul thirsteth after thee, as a thirsty land. Selah.

7 Hear me speedily, O Lord: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit.

8 Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.

9 Deliver me, O Lord, from mine enemies: I flee unto thee to hide me.

10 Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

11 Quicken me, O Lord, for thy name's sake: for thy righteousness' sake bring my soul out of trouble.

12 And of thy mercy cut off mine enemies, and destroy all them that afflict my soul: for I am thy servant.

Powerful Words! Written by God Himself through King David so they can be here for us in "times like these."

There you have it my morning in a nutshell.........

How did yours go?

Love

Jerry and Elise

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